this part i find hard to explain/describe! ive been on my own for a long time and im so stuck in my own ways that i guess the only simple way to say it is like everyone else on these sites i love sex but its the what comes after, if anything does! is what i struggle with! and i find it hard to open up and/or get into detail. (ex soilder..current scientist!)ifailed to mention before that i also love women who are not white! opposites attract!