This morning, it was the first time I had masturbated in a few days. When I came, I shot a huge load out which then landed on my arm. I love it when it shoots out rather than dribble out. I watched this video the other day, And I would love to have a masturbator. Too bad I cannot afford one.… Pročitajte više

This post is concerning one of my favorite BBW porn stars, Kendra Lee Ryan. She is not dead. However, she has declared her the character played on film, Kendra Lee Ryan, dead. Back in January, she said she was done with porn because of the toxicity that is in the industry. I loved the artist formerly known as Kendra. I am not a fan of pornstars with a lot of tats. Kendra was the exception because of the way she acted during sex. I would use her videos often when pleasuring myself. When watching professional porn, sometimes its hard to separate the fantasy from reality. The stars on screen ar… Pročitajte više

I am officially convinced that sites like GrannySite and BBWBook (which are owned by the same company) are scam sites. I constantly get messages from women (supposedly) on these sites they are usually in the vein of "Hello FantasyDream, what a beautiful picture! Did a photographer take this? You are really photogenic :-) Are you going to show more?". So I used my free coins to send them a message with my email in it, They didn't acknowledge it. They continued with another generic line. If you plan to use these sites looking for someone to meet up with, don't waste your time. Even the disclaime… Pročitajte više

Recently, I have adopted a name I give BBWs who I think are gorgeous: Goddess of Fat. There are many BBWs I find that are perfect in every way to deserve that title, and it is also to show them that I think they are gorgeous in every way. They hold their weight well and look proportionally perfect doing it. I also let them know if I was with them, I would be praising and worshipping their bodies of every hour of every day because they deserved to be praised. When I was in school, my peers would shame me because i was interested in the 'fat chick'. I hated that. Now I love who that are outside… Pročitajte više

I discovered I am too nice for this site. I am not after anything or anyone. When a woman messages me, they want something from me. They don't want a conversation. That is why when a stranger PMs me, I pretty much know what they want. It starts off with "Hello" and then they are like "Let's meet and fuck". At that point, I respond with 'Please leave me alone'. And the ones I try to have a conversation with disappear. Nice guys like me don't belong here.… Pročitajte više

A few months ago, Xhamster decided to do away with people posting photos. Now, they have decided only verified users can post photos. So everyone that had photos posted have been changed to "waiting for moderation" or "only for owner". The posts that I posted were some of the reasons people friended me since they loved seeing the pics of women with cigars, BBWs or pregnant women.… Pročitajte više

Over the weekend, I heard Justify My Love on the radio. One of my fantasies includes that song. It goes all the way back to 1991. In the fantasy, I am sitting naked in a chair holding a long, thick lit cigar (I am a nonsmoker). A BBW slowly approaches me. She is wearing satin underwear and a white bra. She takes the cigar from me, takes a puff and blows the billowy smoke into the air. She puts the cigar in an ashtray, gets on top of me and starts to kiss me as the music is playing. I am kissing her neck and her removing her bra unleashing her restricted, sagging breasts. My hand is feeling her… Pročitajte više

When I was in bed last night, I was watching these models from XHamster Live, xsexysgirlsx. They are from Venezuela. One of them would do things for the camera, while the other was role playing as a maid (I guess). Well, the one that performing for the camera had one of those Bluetooth vibrators in her pussy (and of course, if you wanted to activate it, you had to pay tokens). When someone would activate it, she would go into convulsions. It was pretty hot, especially when her lover would slam her against the wall and stimulate fucking her. It made me hard that I would end up masturbating befo… Pročitajte više

Xhamster's upload photos feature is back, but now they are limiting who can post as you will get "To upload photos, you must have the Creator's account and pass verification via the "Make money per video views" feature". Too bad since I had more pics to add to my galleries 'Cigar girls' and 'Holder ladies'.… Pročitajte više

Before you look into the title of this post, let me just state that yes I have had intercourse, but there is a difference between having sex and making love. Making love comes with you truly love the person you consummate with. That is why I love watching couples on here that love have sex because of the love the have for one another, and the passion in their videos show. It makes me envious. There is one couple on here, Thumper N Daisy, that post videos. There is one where after he cums in her, she cradles him in her arms to let him know he did a good job pleasing her. I love that, and I wish… Pročitajte više

The other night, I had a conversation on here with someone. I told her the last time I had sex was 1995. I learned at that point I was not romantic relationship friendly. She replied, "But there are lots of whores you can fuck". And that is the problem. My heart would get involved. The reason why I will probably never enter a hookup thing again is that I would care for the person I am hooking up with. So, along with not being romantic relationship friendly, I am not fling friendly anymore. My partner probably wouldn't feel the same way because they would know the ground rules. I would be the o… Pročitajte više